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[13 Sep 2004|07:38pm] |
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The Eagles - New York Minute |
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these tears are drops of failed attempts of trying to be the best i can be for you but my best doesn't fit your standards; being good enough was something i could never do
so many times i've tried telling myself that laughing at life is all that matters but lately the dreams i have of feeling wanted never seem anything but shattered
i know you hear me but do you really listen? are you getting the message i'm trying to convey? i'm trying to make things easier for you but self-esteem is so close, yet so far away
if you look inside my eyes and within my heart you'll know the truth: i'm trying soon this pain will end; it's just so hard when i feel like your love for me is dying...
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[09 Sep 2004|09:29pm] |
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Lisa Loeb- Stay |
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highschool drama is so overrated. if you take a step out of your oh-so-busy life and take a look around you and take notice of all the disturbing things going on...you'll understand what i mean. so many things just make me sick and i don't even know why it bothers me so much. there are so many hypocrites these days it's disgusting...we're all a hypocrite at one point in time or another...but it's always the same people. i see that hypocrites and liars often go hand in hand...promises are broken every where you turn...and people will do whatever they can, use whoever available to their advantage, to get ahead of the game. and what the hell happened to people, especially girls, having respect for themselves? i mean honestly, take a look at some of the clothes they're wearing for example...shirts that hardly cover their boobs, skirts that make it so anyone can see pretty much anything, flaunting themselves and sleazing around like self esteem and simply respecting yourself is nonexistant. and being a slut seems to be a lot less rare and a shitload more common than it was just a few years ago...so much cheating, betrayal, simply being whores, the whole deal. this is such an overrated age...such a pain in the ass at times. call me old fashioned...but what happened to friends being loyal, people having respect for not only themselves but everyone around them?
i don't know why i care so much when i shouldn't care at all.
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| friends only. |
[20 Mar 2004|10:48am] |

mmm...this is now friends only. i don't wanna censor myself anymore...and i think i have the right to know who exactly is reading my journal.
comment to be added <3
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